I wish a lot that I never went to college… that I took a gap year to travel or do something with myself to figure out who I am because I have never felt so unsure of who I am and what I want to do with my life. I feel so trapped into living a life that I don’t want.
I guess the only good thing to come out of waking up early today was driving down the back roads to Princeton as the sun was rising blasting Ed Sheeran
part of me wants to wear leather jackets and red lipstick and be super sexy and break boys’ hearts but then I also want to wear sundresses and be sweet and cute and shy and giggly but a different part of me wants to be beautiful and smart and mysterious and another part of me just wants to sit in bed and watch netflix while I eat pizza
mentally and emotionally wiped out
"All I need is you and sleep."
My mom is allergic to avocados so the doctor have her an EpiPen and a “trainer” EpiPen to practice for using the real one. So now she’s running around our house and jumping out at us screaming, “I NEED TO PRACTICE ON YOU” and lunging at us with the trainer EpiPen.